llivla
31 October 2011 @ 11:24 pm
TV roundup  

CASTLE

Show was pretty amazing tonight! As usual, Becket was flawless.


SPN
first I'll start off with the lame

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THE I-LOVE-THIS-SEASON

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llivla
23 October 2011 @ 01:39 pm
spn 704-705  
QUICK THOUGHTS: SPN 704 AND 705

704: defend your life

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705: shut up dr phil

....

oh Supernatural. You could be so much better than you actually are. The potential is always there, staring at me like a lost puppy for someone to rescue it while you continue to let it starve.

OF COURSE this was written by the same people who wrote Route 666. And I didn't hate that episode! But this is S7 guys, and your writing is still this lazy. You do remember the Curious Case of Dean Winchester wasn't well received in its resolution, right?

YOU DIDN'T EVEN KEEP THIS SCENE IN:



SHAME. SHAMMMMEEE.
 
 
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llivla
11 October 2011 @ 07:23 pm
HOUSE MD POST  
...I'm

liking


House
again?




WHATTTT IS GOING ON


In addition to enjoying last night's episode, I came upon this:



So now there's going back to liking SPN *and* House more this season than TVD. My world uprights itself lol.
 
 
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llivla
08 October 2011 @ 08:47 pm
IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE WANTED TO TALK ABOUT SPN :O  
SPN 703, The Girl Next Door,

You were kind of amazing. Still horribly misogynistic, tacky and lame in parts but I'm feeling a lot of S1/2 finesse in blending Sam and Dean into the story, rather than the Winchesters reacting TO the story like commentators.

You are totally going to take me to a Pizza Hut, even though you are saying this time
will be a real date. AGAIN. Aren't you?

Tentative,

Llivla



In this episode Sam's curse buckles in for takeoff, and Dean gives birth.


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llivla
24 September 2011 @ 12:26 pm
SPN 7x01  
So SPN did something SO AMAZING I officially love it more this season than TVD, and not just because Damon is so gross it's like there's only a True Blood equivalent of grossness to him and True Blood is manufactured by gross, so maybe it's more Damon = Alan Ball to me rn.

So other than being the most action packed and non-zzzzzzz inducing SPN premiere since S4, What was it?



SAM'S NOSE

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STILL SHIPPING LUCIFER/SAM UNTIL THE END OF TIME IDGAF. Ygo fandom years of puzzleshipping mind sex has prepared me for this.

I need a US Being Human/SPN crossover like yesterday. MP you are too flawless.
 
 
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llivla
06 July 2010 @ 05:30 pm
[meta] why can't these people be writing the show?  




[livejournal.com profile] graphicinmotion

Dean doesn't remember wrenching himself away from the side of the Impala. He doesn't remember trying to stand up and failing, crawling over to the spot where everything was normal except for four freezeburnt rings cooling in the grass. He waited for it to open again, for a voice to rise out of it and say, "Sorry, I forgot you. Come on," and he would fall in after it. But nothing like that happened. Nothing happened at all [...] and the only thing that was real, the only thing that moved for a very long time, was the water from the sweat dripping down his back. If he waited long enough, his heart would stop.

Revelation 9:6 And in those days men shall seek death, and Shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.

5.22 


 
 
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llivla
21 January 2010 @ 01:46 pm
[crack] sn: supernatural returns tonight!post  
Unfortunately I'm missing tonights ep, which has me major depressed in a way I haven't been before. Really, I like dling more than life because I don't have the commercials breaking it up (though I still DVR it to support the ratings /nerd fail). I hope you guys get to catch it!

Still, I got really into making this other than that I have no life. I haven't seen any previews so this won't spoil you, but here's a SPN pep rally!




TONIGHT SUPERNATURAL IS BACK!



feels like we've been waiting forever amirite?
it's all worth it )
 
 
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llivla
06 October 2009 @ 04:33 pm
[fic] supernatural: where you are, where i am  

So this is where you are
Disclaimer: I don't own them. The CW and Kripke do.
fandom: supernatural
focus: gen, ruby, sam, sam's self-loathing lol

summary: Either pre- or during season four. Ruby can't afford for Sam to get better. Her needs require him to suffer.
 



He wants to die where nobody can see him
He wants to die in a lake in Geneva, where mountains can cover the
shape of his nose

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When they were done, Sam sat on the side of the bed, not moving an inch to wipe her blood off his face.

Ruby chided, contorting her own into appropriate regret, compassion. She'd seen him do it so often, but it remained difficult every time. Much like this. Remembering her needs from Sam's needs. Her needs required him to suffer. Sink further into this wretchedness, docile and graceless.

She wiped his mouth with a motel cloth, but at any more than that he pushed past her comforting hands for his pill bottle on the nightstand. After kicking back the glass of water she held out for him, he stared at the floor between his legs.

Then again, maybe their needs weren't so different after all.

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But who's to say it's wrong
And who's to say that it's not right
Where we should be for now

 
 
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Current Music: really that bad by the pipettes
 
 
llivla
17 August 2009 @ 10:54 pm
[rec] supernatural: the road ahead  
SO. FUCKING. AMAZING. OMG.


THIS. THIS IS. AGH.




[livejournal.com profile] gigglemonster is a genius. For more goodies, see her post here.


/edit:  [livejournal.com profile] nsilverwolf  don't watch, there are huge spoilers and I feel like I ruin enough of the season for you already. D: D: 



 
 
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llivla
09 August 2009 @ 01:05 am
[thoughts] supernatural: strike one, strike two (it wasn't me)  
Sam in Asylum, SS!Dean in Skin, and Sam and Dean in Tall Tales Compared and Contrasted to: Sam and Dean in Sex and Violence

Out of all the episodes this season, Sex and Violence proved one of my favorites in Season Four along with Levee+Lucifer, Metamorphosis, Monster Movies, Rapture, and After School Special. Yes it was angsty and far from perfect and only separated Dean and Sam more, but there were SO many things going on there! Jealousy and possessiveness! Sam's fears! And Sam starting to really fall apart, the snowballing from Criss Angel (when he started drinking Ruby's blood and training again), his stinging failure to save Barry in After School Special, and his growingly apparent inability to connect to people and communicate -- even to the person he loves most.  Then there was Dean. Man, who hasn't already talked Dean's multiple issues to death? His self-worth, his admission in resignation he has no hope, and since Sam was the one who hoped for the both of them and going dark side, Dean is left unbalanced as Sam. There's his absolute fixation on his brother, his ideal life partner out of everyone he's ever met. Not in an incestuous way, but as the siren put it, it's not a woman, and it's not a man, it's just SAM. And yet so not, which spoke VOLUMES of so many OTHER issues. Oh Dean and your mutually creepy love with Sammy.

But what I want to focus on here is the fight between Dean and Sam in the motel room under the siren's influence. Subtext abounded here, hurtful things were said that can never be taken back. BUT it is important to remember that the Sam and Dean facing each other were stripped down to one-dimensional devotion to the siren and only inflamed rage for each other. It is not the whole story. And when you add the situations and reactions to the full Sam and Dean, what reveals is the struggling presence of a heartbreaking connection still consumingly powerful and obsessive. ...Unfortunately they lack the ability to express it to one another and admit their divide.

The fight in Sex and Violence was the second time Sam tried to brush off conflict under the guise that it was all a supernatural force talking and shifting his opinions. WHILE I BELIEVE THIS IS TRUE (siren injected crazy amounts of toxin screwing with Dean and Sam's reasoning, hormones, etc), it can't be denied this had happened before. Sex and Violence reminds me of two episodes. The first, obviously is Asylum. The second is Tall Tales.

In Tall Tales the antagonist Tricker schemed to break Sam and Dean apart and pit them against each other, but Sam and Dean refused. I'm not referring to where Bobby makes them grow up and kicks their heads out of their asses, I'm referring to the end: Sam apologizes for the things he'd said and done, knowing he's done wrong, and Dean does the same. It's such a powerful moment where they're both relieved and saying so much at once with just their EYES that Bobby is nauseated by the inconveniently long looks of pure, chick-flicky, brotherly love. :D 

But Asylum was the first episode that told me in this show, the power of love sometimes doesn't mean anything against pure evil. There are some veils the power of gay love cannot pierce. This was proved again in Sex and Violence. 

And you know what? That's okay, because it pulls Sam and Dean back into relatable characters: in the end, no matter what destiny they have or what tattoos they sew in their skin, they are human, and vulnerable as anyone else.

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So I know you two have a lot you wanna get off your chests. So why don’t you discuss it and whoever survives can be with me...forever. )
 
 
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llivla
30 July 2009 @ 04:14 pm
[fic] supernatural: i've seen this movie  
I've Seen this Movie

Set after 4.22, or maybe post-apocalypse or some ritual or something. No spoilers unless you slept through season four.

Agh, Sammich. :C


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Three weeks after, Sam tried walking into a Church.

Tried.

Dean said the crucifix suddenly swung down as Sam walked in because it was rusty and Dean might have shut the door a little too hard.

Didn't stop Sam from walking back out the door to wait by the car. He didn't want to hurt Dean's case to Father Don by all the holy water turning into blood if he stayed too long or something.


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Either Sam's demonic blood is making stuff go weird around him, or it was actually a sign of Sam's angelic powers but the boys don't know it yet (inverted cross is also a symbol for the death of St. Peter), you pick.
 
 
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llivla
20 July 2009 @ 11:50 am
[recap] supernatural: after school special: season four episode thirteen  
*waits for Sex and Violence to finish DLing*

SPN: AFTER SCHOOL SPECIAL

Road So Far made me remember why I got into this show. LOL. This season's been pretty snazzy, but... I've liked the non-mytharc eps and moments that have pushed development better than myth arc eps (...actually, any scenes with the angels). Or maybe it's just the angels. Or maybe it's just Castiel, who's bugging me more and more when I rewatch eps on the bus.

Re: High School
Um, my grade school was like this. Not my high school, thank God, but my friend who went to a public high school gave me her share of horror stories that the opening reminded me of.

When they tried to test my IQ, they showed me this picture of three oranges and a pear. They asked me which one is different and does not belong, they taught me different was wrong. [Ani Difranco]

My parents keep asking how school was. It's like saying. "how was that drive-by shooting?" You don't care how it was, you're lucky to get out alive.
[My So Called Life]

Principal Snyder: I know Principal Flutie would have said, "Kids need understanding. Kids are human beings." That's the kind of wooly-headed liberal thinking that leads to being eaten.
[Buffy the Vampire Slayer]

Also, only on SPN could they make me fear a death by swirly. I don't know how they got the in toilet POV camera action but that was just disturbing and awesome.

Re: Sam and Dean
You'd break your neck to keep your chin up. [Copeland]

Really, they will one day. D:



Throughout this whole scene I was trying to figure out how this guy is supposed to be the anti-christ. It just makes me giggle every time I think about it.

after school special )
 
 
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llivla
15 July 2009 @ 06:25 am
[fic] supernatural: i need you to tell me you accept all of me  
Um, okay, saw Criss Angel is a Douche Bag and lsfdsf


I need you to tell me you accept all of me
summary: and while i'm dreaming, i'd like a pony. post criss angel is a douche bag's angst anvils
a/n: another f-locked like 500 words I wrote in a fit of needing to sort out Sam's fucked up head idek :c *hugs Sam and Dean*

And while I'm dreaming I'd like a pony. -- Suzie Derkins, Calvin and Hobbes )

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i feel just like i'm sinking and i claw for a solid ground
in all the darkness i feel like letting go
i know i can love you much better than this
it's just better this way
full of grace - sarah mclachlan

 
 
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llivla
05 July 2009 @ 06:55 am
[fic] supernatural: that i would be good  
that i would be good
summary: sometimes ruby doesn't think about her ulterior motives. pre-season four. BYOS.

that i would be loved even when i numb myself
that i would be good
 - alanis morissette

and truthfully, I don't wanna read your thoughts anymore, my God )
 
 
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llivla
08 June 2009 @ 11:23 am
[meta/wank] supernatural 4x01-4x03  
lskjdfsd I suck at cross-posting D:


GDI. I'M SUPPOSE TO BE STUDYING FOR FINALS LSDJFSDF WHY. WHY DID I CAVE.

...I MISSED SAM AND DEAN OKAY. JESUS.

Apparently while House has the DUCK!!!11 inside joke, in Supernatural, you get pie. And you will like it.
KRIPKE U ASSHOLE....ilu )

So, SRSLY going to bed for four hours lsdjfsf but:
Dean and Sam are love.
Ruby scared of Dean makes me lol.
Castiel is a BAMF and a dick and I love it.
I don't get why YED killed Mary outright like that now though when he goes to Sam. Unless he tried to come onto her and she kicked him in the 'nads.
I ship YED/Mary AND John/Mary now.
Wincest is canon in the family.
Dean, like Zack in CC and Lucrecia in DOC, are the reason anything happens.
Dean could never, ever be a Time Lord.

 
 
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llivla
08 June 2009 @ 11:21 am
[meta/wank] supernatural 4x01-4x03  
lskjdfsd I suck at cross-posting D:


GDI. I'M SUPPOSE TO BE STUDYING FOR FINALS LSDJFSDF WHY. WHY DID I CAVE.

...I MISSED SAM AND DEAN OKAY. JESUS.

Apparently while House has the DUCK!!!11 inside joke, in Supernatural, you get pie. And you will like it.
KRIPKE U ASSHOLE....ilu )

So, SRSLY going to bed for four hours lsdjfsf but:
Dean and Sam are love.
Ruby scared of Dean makes me lol.
Castiel is a BAMF and a dick and I love it.
I don't get why YED killed Mary outright like that now though when he goes to Sam. Unless he tried to come onto her and she kicked him in the 'nads.
I ship YED/Mary AND John/Mary now.
Wincest is canon in the family.
Dean, like Zack in CC and Lucrecia in DOC, are the reason anything happens.
Dean could never, ever be a Time Lord.