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llivla ([personal profile] llivla) wrote2007-11-16 03:16 pm

[fanmix/fst] teamseven: when you love someone

Title: When You Love Someone
Theme: Fanmix/FST Challenge
Series: Naruto
Subject: Uchiha Sasuke, Uzamaki Naruto, Haruno Sakura, and Kakashi Hatake (YES, HE IS IN TEAM 7 TOO)




art by 10-Rankai
(some of it's drabbles, stfu I'm a dork)



Title: When You Love Someone
Theme: Fanmix/FST Challenge - Threesome and Love Triangles
Series: Naruto
Subject: Uchiha Sasuke, Uzamaki Naruto, Haruno Sakura (and Kakashi Hatake, but shh, the foursome challenge didn't win)

 



1) When I Grow Up by Garbage
Damn the consequences (Naruto)
When I grow up, I’ll be stable (Kakashi)
When I grow up, I’ll turn the tables (Sakura)
When I grow up, when I grow up… (Sasuke, because not even he knows what he really wants)

2) Ever the Same by Rob Thomas
We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Hey, look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

The Naruto series rarely has long gaps of happiness, which I why I attribute this song, which revolves around small moments that are the most precious of all during and after those changing moments in Wave: Sakura’s later growth of opinion in Naruto, Sasuke’s acceptance of Sakura’s abilities and trust in Naruto (it was just…expected, that Naruto would last long enough through the Chunnin exams to fight Sasuke), Kakashi's pride in them and his inability to keep himself from emotionally attaching himself, and Naruto’s love for them all.

3) Loyalty Song by Babyshambles
We're on the one road
Maybe the wrong road
It's the road to fuck knows where
We're on the one road
Maybe the wrong road
But we're together now so I don't care

Sakura loves her team!
Kakashi does not kill his team or run over Sasuke and Naruto with a lawn mower, insinuating his love for his team!
Naruto grumbles he kinda sorta maybe likes his team AND IF YOU LAY A FINGER ON THEM HE'LL KILL YOU FOR HIS TEAM.
Sasuke stares at you until you go away, and then he takes his place with his team.

4) World on Fire by Sarah McLachlan
We part the veil on our killer sun
Stray from the straight line on this short run
The more we take, the less we become
A fortune of one that means less for some

Itachi completely mind-fucking Sasuke, and then it all spins out of control.

5) Land Locked Blues by Bright Eyes
So I'm up at dawn, putting on my shoes
I just want to make a clean escape
I'm leaving but I don't know where to
I know I'm leaving but I don't know where to

Combination of memories at Valley of the End between Naruto and Sasuke, and Naruto and Sakura taking their silent vows to never fail again.

(A/N: Naruto...I always thought it was odd he tried so hard to keep Sasuke in Konoha, and then picked up and left Sakura behind to trail off with Jiraiya but whatever... )


TIME SKIP

6) Let Love In by the Goo Goo Dolls
I'll take my chances while
You take your time with
This game you play

Sasuke tried to break the bonds. But he forgot that Naruto, Sakura, and Kakashi hold markers too.
And PS: He’s outvoted.
Naruto, Sakura, Kakashi: >P / ☺ / ^//
Sasuke: … ::twitch/vein pop::

7) The Same Old Song by the Four Tops
A sentimental fool am I
to hear a old love song
And wanna cry
But the melody keeps haunting me
Reminding me how in love we used to be
Keep hearing the part that used to touch my heart
Saying together forever
Breaking up never

Reunion didn't exactly turn out the way Naruto imagined it...

8) Not as We by Alanis Morisette
For now I'm faking it
'Til I'm psuedo-making it
From scratch, begin again
But this time I as "I"
And not as "we"

In which everyone emo'es. (But Naruto still does not have the psychotic break a fifteen year old deserves. *whaps Kishi-ka on the head*)

But seriously, how else do you react to a missing, wayward part of you still out there?

9) The Rainbow Connection by Sarah McLachlan
Who said that every wish (the promise of a lifetime) would be heard and answered
When wished on a morning star?
Somebody thought of that (Naruto) and someone believed it (Sakura)
Look what it’s done so far…

The damage of one promise. Naruto’s pain, Sakura’s cry as Naruto gets possessed by the Kyuubi...these are children, fifteen-year olds shoved out there on battle lines before their brains are neurologically prepared to reason their own identity. They're all a bunch of messed up kids in war...and yet Sakura, Naruto, Kakashi, and Sasuke fascinate me a little because of these itty bitty pieces of innocence they still have the rest of the cast doesn't. Sakura desperately wanting to be thirteen again with a family that loved her back, but be strong enough; Kakashi where he could fix Obito through Team Seven, Naruto just outshining everyone, and Sasuke clinging to the eight-year old philosophy that he can get his family's love, Itachi's approval, and Itachi's death all in one stone throw.

10) Story of Us by Sarah Fimm
Listen up, you don't want to hear this,
But I'm trying to tell you something
As our differences divide us, must I listen in silence?
To what is becoming, what never was?
What's the cost of one man's life?

Sakura's thoughts on Sasuke as she sees them all slipping away. What exactly is the cost of Itachi's life? Madara's?

11) Trust Me by the Fray
We're only taking turns
Holding this world
It's how it's always been
When you're older you might understand

There’s Naruto’s sort of explanation to people like Konohamaru who don’t understand.

Then there’s Naruto training through sweat, anger, and Sasuke; and Sakura clutches the photo tightly.

They set out for Akatsuki.
And the battles begin…

When you’re older you might understand.

With the fight against Akatsuki people die. People are lost.

12) Sun Comes Up by John Legend
baby when the sun comes up, i'm gonna be holding you
it's destiny that your next to me, i'm in love with you
oh and baby when i wake up, i'm gonna be there with you, a new day rise i wanna look in your eyes when the sun comes up

And people are brought back together.

12) Kindle My Heart by Patrick Doyle

“NO, YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU’RE NOT GOING TO SUFFER MORE PTS BULL SHIT ALONE. WE’RE GOING HOME AND WE’RE ALL GOING TO NOT ANGST BUT BE HAPPY. WE’RE GONNA BE SO FUCKING HAPPY AFTER EVERY PSYCHOLOGICAL EVALUATION, DRINKING BINGE, AND TRAINING SESSION WE’LL MAKE OURSELVES SICK!” *

“S-Should Naruto-kun be yelling at Sasuke-kun and shaking him?”

Well, Naruto was trying to shake him as he demanded an answer, but along with losing facial expression Sasuke also lost involuntary movement. But he didn’t tell Naruto to stop touching him either.

”Shh.” Kakashi said to Hinata lazily. Well, if you can after reinstalling your only good eye and blood all over your hands. Kakashi’s weird like that.

Naruto’s eye was twitching and he snarled like a wildcat, “I DON’T HEAR HAPPY!”

Sakura bit her lip. They’re all bloody and torn and tired, Sasuke-kun and Naruto the most, but you wouldn’t ever know it whenever they’re eyes met with that ever-present intensity. She stepped forward from a clueless Suigetsu, “Sasuke-kun…”

The blond’s temper went up a notch as he heard his Sakura-chan’s voice.

“…” Sasuke watched Naruto boil silently as the jinjurinki glared up at him.

“You bastard,” Naruto said. “Don’t…”

I need you, but…
Don’t make me beg.

There was more silence.

Then, “Usuratonkachi.”

Sakura’s heart took wings and a grin broke out.

“I don’t get it,” Suigetsu was saying to Juugo, who shrugged and suggested they just go with it.

"Inside joke," Sai said happily as he snapped a Kodak picture. "Sniff--I just love happy endings!"

* And Naruto wanted to dance on Madara's grave, before Sasuke blew that to the moon too.

13) When You Love Someone by Bethany Dillon
Just give me time, if you need more
There's no way to ever really know
How to protect yourself or predict the outcome
But you'll do anything when you love someone
You'll do anything when you love someone

He left because he wanted to protect them from himself, his ghosts, and Itachi.

“…Teme,” Naruto grits, “fucking blockhead.”

Something starts to relax, that hasn’t since Kakashi-sensei said he might start to like them; since Sasuke lugged Naruto in after climbing to the top of the trees in Wave; since they walked to the next floor of the chunnin exams together and confident it would be that way always…

Something warm and intimate and…

(You see, they always knew.)

“You belong to us!” Naruto is ranting, and Sasuke tilts his head and raises an eyebrow. “US! Konoha! I don’t CARE about what YOU want, because YOU have proven to have such a LOW IQ to deserve an opinion ANYWAY! You have no choice in the matter and blah blah blah blah FRIENDSHIP blah…”

Sakura slaps her forehead, while Kakashi tries to imagine he doesn’t actually know Naruto.


Epilogue

Fields of Gold by Sting
I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I’ve broken
I turn and see some tight threads left
(You'll be the one to remember me)
When we walked in fields of gold…

When it’s all over, as Naruto predicted, there’s many many many psychological-evaluations, Tsunade ordering that Orochimaru’s bite, being bits of the Snake Sannin’s power itself injected Sasuke’s mind with grief and ‘an inability to reason’ (or Naruto’s theory, permanent PMS—he was promptly met with the sight of Sasuke slowly and stiffly turning to glare at him with spinning eyes, to which Naruto finger-waved).

Tsunade just kept muttering ‘why me’ when she saw the documented profiles of three rogue ninjas entering Konoha then dared to look up, Suigetsu eying a priceless sword in her office. Tsunade wondered if there was time to bar Karin from the hospital and prison if she had a torture/experimentation relapse. She looked at the giant named Juugo gazing back at her blankly and thought she needed a drink.

Weeks later Sakura slumped against the table surface with her chin in her hand, debating the scene on the streets as she paid for her lunch break. Judging by Naruto’s foaming mouth (something about how Sasuke cheated on the third training ground because he knew Naruto hated snakes) and Sasuke’s glare as he held Naruto away from mauling him with a hand against his forehead (Naruto swiping at Sasuke fruitlessly like a third grader), Konoha was about to need some intervention if half the buildings wanted to be standing by noon.

“Why?” a voice cut in.

She blinked and looked up at Kiba’s questioning face.

“Why?” he repeated.

Why him? Why so much? Why so little? Why do you…why?

She smiled, and then slid off her seat on a wave.

Naruto was acting ten years old (but there was a grin peeking there that hadn’t been seen in years)…
Sasuke-kun was glaring (but there was a laugh peeking there that hadn’t been seen ever)…

But warm light reflections aside, now was not the time. She had…brothers, friends, loves (bonds)…to watch—they’re quite the handful, in love or not. She grabbed Kakashi-sensei by the collar as she passed the ramen stand—like hell was she doing this alone.

As for Kakashi-sensei, he only continued to turn a page of his new Icha Icha, vaguely amused at the pink-medic dragging him like a favorite rag doll towards the Terrible Two and leaving Kiba and the rest of Konoha unanswered.

She passed Sai on the street as he walked by, and their eyes met.

(Normal people wouldn’t understand.)

Sai did.

Click here for the whole zip, all mp3.

/EDIT: 12/21/07 RE-UPPED IT DUE TO PM'S (not pms xD) AND COMMENTS (WHICH IS A COOL THING <3)

NEW MP3 ZIP: LOOK AT ME I'M A SENDSPACE LINK .

more edit: it does not have 'kindle my heart' or 'sun comes up' as those aren't on my computer anymore. D; sorry! i suggest media_love or any of the song request comms on my profile page. best of luck!


 
ext_188822: (SasuNaru - touch you again)

[identity profile] jyusan.livejournal.com 2007-11-16 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG, I adored your little drabbles :)
-and I'm totally downloading the songs-

Oh, and a simple "usuratonkachi" would send me off flying to heavens from joy, too :)

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad you loved the drabbles, I guess you could say the songs were realy that inspirational. :P

[identity profile] shingo-the-pest.livejournal.com 2007-11-17 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
Whee, you know I love the Team 7 love! Thanks for posting and not abandoning!

1) I always think of Team 7 when I listen to this song. ^____^

3) Warms my heart.

9) Once Time Skip happened, I started to want the old Team 7 back. I get mad everytime I see Sasuke's new team, and the new Team 7 just makes me long for what it was. If Kishimoto wants us to long for what used to be, then he's doing a good job.

5) The story really seems to be about brothers and rivals- Jiraiya & Orochimaru, Lee & Neji, Sakura & Ino, Kakashi & Obito. Theme wise, it makes sense that Naruto's priority was Sasuke. But it still pisses me off that Sakura and Naruto were apart for 2.5 years. Naruto should have been sending letters everyday! Sakura should have been thinking about skipping town and joining him! Just something, instead of the nothing we got!

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
:DDDDD

I'm so glad you liked it! Just spreading the love for the people who want it. :D

I thought it was weird they never wrote too! I mean I know Naruto's handwriting it horrible and Jiraiaya will buy porn, alchohol, and groceries before he buys stamps, but when Sakura was all "it's been two years since we last spoke" I was like, WTF? And Naruto especially, you'd think he'd have run 23041723498 miles home to see her with his lack of self-control around her.

[identity profile] yuuten.livejournal.com 2007-11-17 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
Oh man! I love the song choices you made. <3 However, for some reason, the link isn't loading for me. D: Is it possible to upload it to another hosting site as well?

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry to hear that. :/ Please comment back if it's still not working! I'll put it on a different uploader for you. :/

[identity profile] opiumandjasmine.livejournal.com 2007-11-17 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
You have Bright Eyes and the Four Tops on one fst. You win forever.

And once again, I have the need to go and catch up with Naruto -_-

And you're drabbles are amazing.

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
Me? I would never try to influence anyone to do anything! XD

Aaw, thank you so much. I'm glad you liked it. <3

[identity profile] transient-words.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I was going to comment earlier, but didn't for fear of saying something retarded and sentimental. Also, due to watching Stanley Kubrick's "A Clockhouse Orange", my attention was re-diverted from the Naruto fandom for a while. Sorry about that.

I love Team 7 and the music you chose was fitting (you features some of my favourite artists). Your drabbles were lovely and made me realise how much I've missed reading your work -- your Sakura is by far one of the most enjoyable and accurate I've read so far. Loved your version of the reunion, which will probably not happen that way in canon, but I like being delusional.

“You belong to us!” Naruto is ranting, and Sasuke tilts his head and raises an eyebrow. “US! Konoha! I don’t CARE about what YOU want, because YOU have proven to have such a LOW IQ to deserve an opinion ANYWAY! You have no choice in the matter and blah blah blah blah FRIENDSHIP blah…” “

The friendship reminded me slightly of Anzu, but then again, I might be wrong: I stopped watched Yugi-oh years ago. Still, that line was deliciously amusing.

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-11-20 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
*giggles* You caught me. Yes it's Anzu, but Naruto's kind of creepily veering off the deep end into psycho-Jesus-cheerleader so I didn't find it too much of a stretch. Naruto's deeper in the closet than Sasuke is, and he's all about friendship and teamwork and I wanted to embarass Kakashi as much as possible in a "you taught this to him" way.

I'm in a rut because I'm writing my first sex scene and feel like a complete idiot. Ugh.

[identity profile] tirra-lirra-89.livejournal.com 2007-11-20 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you!!! The drabbles were so cute! ^^

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-11-21 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
thanks...there's a ton of errors in them since i just wanted it posted and out of the way...>< glad you liked them though. :D

[identity profile] fukkafyla.livejournal.com 2007-11-21 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
I loooove your choice of songs. And I love that you included Kakashi. He always gets left out of Team 7 stuff.

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-11-21 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
I actually dislike Team 7 as a threesome. At first I was like: how can it be Team 7 without Kakashi? Isn't that why Naruto threw a temper tantrum on top of Sai's addition. D:

I'm glad you liked it.

[identity profile] fukkafyla.livejournal.com 2007-11-21 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
how can it be Team 7 without Kakashi?

Word.

[identity profile] aniai.livejournal.com 2007-11-21 09:32 am (UTC)(link)
Oh man, my team 7 ot3 was just updated to ot4... I can't believe I didn't think of it earlier *fails*
I totally need to download this later and appreciate the ot4ness ^ ^

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-11-21 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes you should update your polygamist ship--how can so many people forget Kakashi? *wails* SasukexNarutoxSakura is okay, but it just...doesn't work for me. :D I'm glad so many people are downloading, and I appreciate leaving a comment. <3 *grumbles at 78 other people who have not*

[identity profile] magikangel13.livejournal.com 2007-11-24 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
OMG the drabbles *squee* I especially like #12 & the 'faces' in #6

btw, could you upload the fst again?

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-11-29 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
GAH! omg, I'm so sorry, I took it down because the hit and comment flow stopped. D; If you still want it I'll upload it for you! <3

[identity profile] herbeautifullie.livejournal.com 2007-12-03 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
I think I'm going to be the pain in the ass for this post cause... The download is down and I'd kinda like to know if you still have the file...? It just looks so good!

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-12-03 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
oh yeah! no problem! just need ten minutes to wrestle with sendspace...

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-12-03 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
http://www.sendspace.com/file/nfsitn

[identity profile] herbeautifullie.livejournal.com 2007-12-03 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
Amazing! I thank you so much! Sorry about the trouble. ):

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-12-03 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
No seriously it's okay! When the comments stop coming I take it down is all, don't worry about it. I'm glad you liked it enough to comment about. :) I was really stressed when I was posting it, so though I love the songs I included for team 7, my execution wasn't up to my standards. :(

Again, I love that you liked it enough to ask for it. :)

[identity profile] shortitude.livejournal.com 2007-12-04 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Because those last two lines left me crying. I LOVE YOU, YOU KNOW THAT, RIGHT? I love you and your fanmixes.

[identity profile] shortitude.livejournal.com 2007-12-04 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
And, BTW, now it HATES ME. The link is unavailble, it says. B-but I want iiiiiiiiiiiiiit. (btw, I made a mistake with the previous icon, because this doesn't suck. far from it!)

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-12-04 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL! Omg, LJ hates me today, FINALLY the team 7 shiny hits me and I'm all POED AT LJ. I have another final exam tonight in a half hour, but I will upload it, okay?

[identity profile] shortitude.livejournal.com 2007-12-05 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
<333333333333 YAY. I hope you did well!

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-12-21 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
OMG I AM SO SORRY.

SERIOUSLY YOU'RE WAY TOO NICE, YOU HAVE TO BUG ME 2981471209347230000 TIMES OR SOMETHING D;

Uploading it now....

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-12-21 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
it's up now!

(Anonymous) 2007-12-20 08:41 am (UTC)(link)
Lovely fanmix and drabbles!

Would you consider uploading "Fields of Gold" seperately to sendspace?

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2007-12-21 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
So sorry, bit busy these days ^^;

I'm reuploading the whole famix because I've received a few requests for that if you're interested; but here is the Fields of Gold:

[ SENDSPACE ]: hxxp://www.sendspace.com/file/y2kkqt

[identity profile] peace-love-pink.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks, this looks great. I love all of your fsts, and reading what you wrote for each song... so fun to hear this play on my ipod and think about the Naruto series. Hope you continue to make more! <3

(Anonymous) 2008-08-13 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
ummm... i know this has been up for a long while (just recently stumbled upon it XD), but can you please upload this again? i think the songs look really good, but the links are dead.

sorry for the trouble. ^^;;

[identity profile] llivla.livejournal.com 2008-08-20 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Normally I'd be all CERTAINLY HERE YOU GO but I'm really busy right now, so the soonest I can zip up a file for you would be tomorrow night. I hope that's okay. :( And sorry it took me so long to comment!! D:

WHEREVER YOU ARE ANON I HOPE YOU HAVEN'T GIVEN UP ON MEEEEEE. A;WIEFJSD *hits self*